Assalamualaikum and how are you guys? Yeah, it's been a long time not updating my blog (coughing). I don't care if you guys wanna read what I'm going to write here but, I really hope that this message will give you guys hope and inspiration to continue with your life. As for your information, I love observing people around me. Studying their behaviour and attitudes which helps me to improve myself.
I met a girl who is slightly younger than me from my campus years ago. She is a nice person. She is beautiful, brilliant and very kind-hearted person. Although her first impression doesn't cover her real appearance as an extraordinary student. Her behaviour doesn't change since I met her and we had shared our life stories and interests together. It was a positive feedback for our relationship as both of us trust each other.
One day, she told me about her pasts (in the relationship). I didn't expect that she's gonna tell me her private stories as before this we always talk about our campus life and our goals and problems in lives. I lend my ears to hear her stories that shocked me for a sudden. My expectation towards her changes a lot (even though I still accept the truth). Time changes and she wants to make herself a better person.
I felt sorry for her about her dark pasts and told her to move on to a better life but she's worried about her past that can make her life wreckless in the future. I'm curious about it. I asked her but she didn't tell me. Therefore, I try to figure out what happened to her in the past that makes her scared or anxious about it. By using information technology as my secondary source, I try to study her case.
It took about months to know her better (her case doesn't interrupt my studies). However, the outcome is precious. It was like solving a jigsaw puzzle which requires analytical and logical thinking technique. Her extraordinary character proves to me that she is genuine and trying to improve herself to become a better person. Until now, I tell her that 'every cloud has a silver lining' which means she should never feel hopeless because difficult times always lead to better days.
She needs hope and someone to take care of her (even she has her family). I promised her that I will cherish her life and give her happiness. I want to bring her up and make her happy. May Allah S.W.T. ease her and make her happy.